The first thing I ever read in public. I wrote it a few days before my birthday. I was upset.
livid
You know nothing
And through all this
I stare through the window
And watch you decay
Sure, you smile like you
Feign every time
Sure, you lie like you've
Done every day
True you appear
Through the dust
Through my tears
Through the fractured shards of your reality
Through my harsh life
Through your insincerity
And dick-headed favoritism
Fuck you
For choosing her
Fuck you
For leaving me
Fuck all that I once stood for
Especially caring for you
Feign and lie like you've done every time
Direct scenes through your stoic mess
You ripped me apart
Fuck you--I survived.
